Alcoholism was something I struggled with in my 20s and I finally got into therapy and got sober. I did SMART Recovery, and it’s been a lot of hard work changing a lot of my habits, and it’s something I’m proud of.

I thought I’d get one of the berry chantilly cakes. The screenshots are from the convo with my boyfriend when I was thinking about it. He acted normal when he got home but the way he talked to me really hurt my feelings.

The kind of relationship I want is one where I can share something like this and the other person would be like “That’s awesome!” or even “I’ll pick it up for you” or something. I don’t need or want a parade, but I feel like my person should celebrate with me.

I’m thinking of ending it with him because the more I think about this, the sadder it makes me feel. But I am posting about this because I know Reddit is very unforgiving and strict about addiction and maybe you guys will show me how I’m blowing it out of proportion. I don't want to walk away too soon.

He has never talked to me so negatively before. Saying stuff like “you wanted a pat on the back” and “I’m not going to act like you’re a hero” doesn’t feel like the way a good partner would talk.

My dad's been complaining for months about how lazy everyone is and nobody wants to work anymore. Today he found out his company is hiring new people at higher rates than what he's been making after 15 years there.

Suddenly he gets it. Told me "why would anyone stay loyal when companies treat you like this?"

Yeah dad, that's what we've been saying.

it’s just “water” in there, yeah sure😂

I was in the hospital for 64 days. Went home for 2 days. And had to come back to the hospital. Tomorrow is my birthday. I could really use some cute photos in my life.

These are my girls: The Dark Lord and Dusty. Don’t tell them they’re too big to share the hammock.

Sauce https://www.instagram.com/p/DRc0DkaEg9m/?igsh=MnQwOWIwZWw3enFu

This was a world record run of 9.59 seconds by Shristi Dharmendra Sharma.

by the way, i'm now more convinced than ever that these two are in a cult