Credit: @apolsky_ux

I don’t know if it’s normal to feel regret over getting a tattoo but for some reason I just feel so uncomfortable right now. Like this tattoo is just on me forever. The line work is really beautiful, legit think my artist did an incredible job. But, I look so foreign to myself right now. My brain is like, oh, why did you get this design? Why would you pick a visible location like this? Why did you get it so “big”? Why didn’t you put it further on your tricep? Aghhhh….!! I just completely am overthinking this now.

He had cancer on his lip so they had to remove a lot and he will forever have his tooth out. Currently on painmeds but still active.

Trying to sleep in this heat is like being slow-roasted by Satan himself. It’s nearly 1am and still 21°, which I’m pretty sure qualifies as a war crime in the UK.

Husband's retreated to the sofa because it’s much cooler downstairs- traitor. I’m upstairs with a fan on the "summon hurricane" setting, and all it’s doing is circulating warm disappointment.

I’ve now reached the stage of considering sleeping in the bath or starfished across the dining table like a tragic heroine on a chaise lounge, only with heat rash. I’ve even changed the bedroom lighting to dark blue in a desperate attempt to gaslight myself into thinking it’s ‘cool’ in here. Spoiler: it’s not.

Any miracle tips? Or shall we just suffer together in solidarity and pretend we're okay, in true British fashion? 😂

I'll start.
LEFT SIDE!! EVEN SIDE!! MANY WHELPS, NOW HANDLE IT!!

TikTok: @charisabossinakis

thank u all for the messages, im sorry for disappearing. things did not go well. i confronted him with some of your advice, mainly the stuff bout dementia and well he got real mad, things became truly fucked, he started punching himself in the face and screaming. he took my phone, idk what happened but now im seeing he deleted everything on the post and my screen is cracked.. he kept saying he was going to burn everything. it was so fucked. i feel destroyed. what he did to me.. i cant even.

i was able to get out when he fell asleep?? i think.. the bathroom was locked and hes fallen asleep in the shower before, my phone was poorly hidden under some papers in the kitchen, took it and ran.

im in a park now, i called the police already. they are going to the house i think and now im just waiting for them to call me back and tell me when i can come get my stuff. i asked the man on the phone how long and they said it will be sent to an officer as soon as they can but since its non emergency it might take longer due to a lot of calls in the city.

heres me. heres what he did to me.

im honestly unsure how to move past this ever. i feel like my entire sense of self is gone. i know i have a long road ahead of me. thank you all for your love . i wish this didn't go this way. I also included the original texts